It is about the final exam of Modern Theory of Communication took the day before yesterday. And it is not only about this exam but also something else that i have to reevalutae myself. It is obvious that I have loss myself in the real life but live in a self-satisfaction dream. I have forgotten who am I and what should I do first. And it seems that i have fallon behind my classmates a very long distance in our way to the future.

Since this September after the entrance fo GUCAS, i didn't do a good work. There are too many other things to do such as my brother's wedding and Tt's hunting job in Peking that i have to concern about. These things cost much of my time that i didn't attend many classes this term. While my roommate Zhu Xuancheng is busy doing his project and researching, i have to deal with other things. I was tired everyday.

However, it is not too late to know this things. God offer me an opportunity and i should grab it immediately. And i must go back to the real life as soon as possible then get a great progress and do some great works.